Bad Mother?

My youngest daughter is confident, outgoing, smart and creative. She is also very determined, stubborn, emotional and wilful. I am ... most of the time... able to channel the onset of her many tantrums but there are times (OK frequently - I'm being honest) when I am unable to do this. She will have tantrums … Continue reading Bad Mother?

Mourning…

Mathair I wait to hear your voice, A whisper of advice, Silent criticism, through wide eyes and raised brows. I wait. I long. I long to smell hot beef stew, Blue Lenor scented clothes, Long black hair tied, watching big silver pots boiling. I long. I ache. I ache to feel your hand, stroking, comforting … Continue reading Mourning…